The boys are still on break so there isn't much going on. Everything is kind of settling down because we are waiting for the North American part of the tour to start. Im really hoping that i get to see them in san diego I'm kind of dropping hints to my parents that i want to go. I woke up this morning to an amazing text from aimee it was a picture of harry styles...LOOK! haha i laughed to hard when i saw this i may have started to cry because i was laughing so hard.

there has been nothing with one direction going on lately. They have been on a 2 month break and will start their american part on the tour in July! I'm really excited for them to come back to north american because it makes me feel like they are super close to me even if they aren't. Harry is still in LA but i think he is planning to go back to the UK soon. Louis and Liam are in the UK recording their new album and i am extremely excited!!! I think it will be very hard to get used to the album without Zayn but i think it will all be okay and continue on as a more united band!

PROM!

i didn't want to brag but because harry is in LA i called him up and he showed up after prom!!! hahah just kidding! after prom Myles and I came back to my house so i could change. I showed him a harry styles mask that Aimee brought back to me from london. He OFFERED to wear it and take a picture with me so i could pretend that Harry came to prom with me. i will seriously love myles forever because he did this! i don't think anyone else would have:)

ugh ugh i honestly don't know what to write... haha
the boys have been on break for about 2 weeks so there isn't anything interesting going on. I believe they started writing their 5th album this week which is super exciting. I super pumped for their new music to come out!!!!!! Harry is currently in LA which is really close to utah. Also Louis had a soccer game today and Liam went to it which is super cute because they are super supportive of each other. GOD I JUST LOVE THEM<3

Currently sitting in my room just listening to One direction. Im looking around and i think its insane how passionate i am about them. I think its incredible how far they have come. Last week was probably the most difficult thing the fandom has gone through. Zayn decided to leave the band (march 25). I was in yoga class when i decided to go scroll threw twitter when i saw that people were saying that he quit the band. At first i couldn't believe it but then it was all confirmed by the rest of the members and their management. I was destroyed, my heart seriously dropped. Thank god that i had daisy in that class because she would be the only to understand. I went the rest of the say crushed and extremely heartbroken. People may have thought i was overreacting but image the thing that could bring you out of any sadness or lift your spirits just disappear. When i heard of Zayn leaving it made me panic because it wasn't just one of the guys that made me happy or one of the guys that made the song it was 5 boys that helped lift my spirits when i was down. All i keep thinking was thank once one is gone they will all just start leaving but an article came out today about the rest of the member talking. They mentioned that they have never been more committed to the band and that this will not be over any time soon. The are realizing their 5th album later on the year and i am so excited. The concerts they have had after the announcement of zayn leaving have been outstanding and extremely impressive. The past week has been hard for the boys and the fandom but everything will be okay because the rest of the members are 100% committed to the band. Of course we will miss zayns beautiful face and outstanding talent, especially all his high notes but his decision to leave was for his own well being.

This Thursday we were in English class and we were supposed to be blogging but i got distracted because i was talking to mr wood. He mentioned that he was really enjoying all of my blogs and learning about One Direction. I was so happy!!!! I'm glad that someone is appreciating it. He also mention that he heard their new son night changes and loved it! Night changes is seriously on of my favorite songs and the music video for this song literally makes my heart melt. Night changes is a song from their new album called Four and i a going to have to say that this is one of my favorite album of theirs. Of course i love their early music like Little things, One thing and what makes you beautiful. I think if any of them sang any song to me i would die. haha. My favorite song from their new album is Stockholm Syndrome, and i am currently listening to it:) i know that sometimes my love for one direction is overwhelming but it is just like the love that some people that some some sports teams. I am not obsessed I'm dedicated!

JULY 9

I am so excited for summer. This year my parents have planned a trip to Mexico and also promised that we would stop in san diego on the way back for the One direction concert there. I swear to god if i don't get to go i will be so disappointed. I have already look at tickets and i think it's a done deal!!!! I am super excited and will probably cry at the concert. i don't think i will be able to contain myself. The last time i saw them was about 2 years ago and i am so ready to see them perform live again. Last time i saw them they were amazing and put on an amazing show and i know they would do the same for this show. Also the concert in San Diego would be the first show in America for this tour and will be very memorial for them and I. I really hope i go!!!!!!! Cyd and i are trying to convince her parents to let her go with me because i definitely don't want to go by myself but if at the end it turns out Cyd can't of ill just take my brother. He would love it!!!