Currently sitting in my room just listening to One direction. Im looking around and i think its insane how passionate i am about them. I think its incredible how far they have come. Last week was probably the most difficult thing the fandom has gone through. Zayn decided to leave the band (march 25). I was in yoga class when i decided to go scroll threw twitter when i saw that people were saying that he quit the band. At first i couldn't believe it but then it was all confirmed by the rest of the members and their management. I was destroyed, my heart seriously dropped. Thank god that i had daisy in that class because she would be the only to understand. I went the rest of the say crushed and extremely heartbroken. People may have thought i was overreacting but image the thing that could bring you out of any sadness or lift your spirits just disappear. When i heard of Zayn leaving it made me panic because it wasn't just one of the guys that made me happy or one of the guys that made the song it was 5 boys that helped lift my spirits when i was down. All i keep thinking was thank once one is gone they will all just start leaving but an article came out today about the rest of the member talking. They mentioned that they have never been more committed to the band and that this will not be over any time soon. The are realizing their 5th album later on the year and i am so excited. The concerts they have had after the announcement of zayn leaving have been outstanding and extremely impressive. The past week has been hard for the boys and the fandom but everything will be okay because the rest of the members are 100% committed to the band. Of course we will miss zayns beautiful face and outstanding talent, especially all his high notes but his decision to leave was for his own well being.